Hi im kirsty~ 16 ~ from scotland. I love pictures and music. I am moving to australia when i turn 19,i live on tropicana.
I couldn't live without my bestfriends they are better than yours. I'm a very judgemental person but fuck it im sure people judge me too. Last year I stayed in australia for a month ,pretty fucking amazing tbh,i cant wait to move. I hate alot of things but I love my tumblr because none of the tit heads at school have it and cant judge me so ye. i love the sea and wish i could surf,watching movies about surfers makes me miss australia. i love school. when i move to australia i want to become a forensic investigator . sharks are amazing and i really wanted one for my fourth birthday according to my mum, but she bought me a dog instead.. I have one very important friend, charlotte ireland, she is the most amazing girl i love her so much there isn't a thing i don't feel comfortable telling that girl she means so much to me. I don't see the point in regretting things that i have done wrong because i am going to have to live with it for the rest of my life. i also deserve a gold medal for hiding my feeling,i constantly find myself crying about pathetic things,but i hide it and put a smile on because i hate the attention of people asking me what is wrong. I miss my grandpa like nothing else he was too young and didnt deserve to die. i have major O.C.D and it is kind of funny because i will just be at someones house and randomly start cleaning there kitchen or something haha. Before i move to australia i want to travel europe. I love my mum so much i couldn't get through half the things i do without her,she is always there for me and always understands me i can tell her anything. I love my mac it is the best. My bed is my favourite place to be. I really want a boyfriend. I am a wee softie when it comes to sad movies. Lion king is my favourite movie . If i was an animal i would either want to be a lion or a shark. I wish i had a bigger room. I didn't take art at school but i love just sitting down and drawing things. I have been through pretty rough times, i was depressed and i self harmed, I was also suicidal, thankfully with all of peoples support and help i have managed to over come this and i'm getting better. even though every now and then i hit rock bottom and feel like i won't be able to get back to myself. I can think of nothing worse than seeing the people that i love the most hurt or in pain because i feel helpless as if i can't do anything. i hate that feeing. I'm closer to a lot more boys than girls, they just aren't as annoying, pathetic and bitchy. I love taking pictures and my grandad wants be to become a photographer ha. I have a strange relationship with my grandad,we had a huge fall out at one point because of my family thinking about moving to australia and he hit me. he said that it was because he couldn't bare the thought of loosing me and i was the only person that he would have missed and he wouldn't be able to live without me,after this we have become a lot closer and i love him. Music is a huge part of my life, i can't explain how much i love it and how i couldn't live without it, truly fabulous if you ask me haha I always try to keep a smile on my face because i think that your mood reflects on others, and i hate seeing others upset so its all i can do. I have been used and treated like shit more times than i can tally, this has made me very unconfident in myself and boys apart from my guy friends, i mean like boyfriends i just don't trust them after everything i have been through which is ridiculous because i know for a fact they aren't all cunts but its extremely difficult to fogey about past experiences. I am never happy with my weight i am either too skinny or i feel chubby. Fruit is all i ever have for breakfast and i hardly ever eat toast unless it has marmite on it.. i watch far too may tv programmes and movies and have a rather over active imagination. Fluffy socks,scarves and beanies in winter are the shit. I wish the stars could be on my bedroom ceiling, that would be perfection. Oh yeah, almost forgot to say that you are amazing and i love you and I am always here for anyone if they wan't to talk about ANYTHING. anonymous or not.
- Charles Dickens (via ponceau)